Give up to Ghosts

Wish I could sleep but there's a gaslight
Inside my brain, it's burning so bright
The memories inside of my mind
Make every rewind feel like a hate crime

I can't explain why I'm not alright
I'm getting static on the phone line
Been sorting out the mess for some time
But there is no sign of any sunrise
But when it does appear I'll still be here

So you can blame me, shame me
Gaslight me and frame me
But I am stronger than you know
I'm just like thunder from lightning
More than what's behind me
And I will never give up to ghosts, no

The more I run, they're getting heavy
The more I hide, the more they're deadly
I pay the price, they're living rent free
Won't let it end me, done being friendly

I'm sick of killing my emotions with this medication
I'm sick of doubting myself, I need some validation
It's time that I unlearn all the indoctrination
This is my revelation
It's time for confrontation

So you can blame me, shame me
Gaslight me and frame me
But I am stronger than you know
I'm just like thunder from lightning
More than what's behind me
And I will never give up to ghosts, no

Even if I tremble
Even if I cry
It's time I face my demons
And look them in the eye
Even if I panic
Break down and fall apart
I refuse to be a slave to all the scars
They're only scary when they're kept inside the dark

You can blame me, shame me
Gaslight me and frame me
Do your worst, I won't let go
I'm just like thunder from lightning
More than what's behind me
And I will never give up to ghosts, no
And I will never give up to ghosts, no