Golden Weather

Can't wake up, can't wake up from living in yesterday
I've had enough, had enough of watching it on replay
I'm so scared of every trigger 'cause if it gets pulled
It's gonna turn my brain into an endless hole

Going down, when will it happen again?

No more golden weather
All war and no surrender
Now life goes on
But I'm stuck in December

No more golden weather
Slave to what I remember
Now I just pray
That nothing lasts forever
(That nothing lasts forever)

With just a taste, just a touch
My whole world is crumbling
I'm either numb or feel too much
And there is no in between
Like a soldier fighting battles back behind my eyes
These days, giving up is looking more like paradise

Going down, when will it happen again?

No more golden weather
All war and no surrender
Now life goes on
But I'm stuck in December

No more golden weather
Slave to what I remember
Now, I just pray
That nothing lasts forever

Am I manic, or is this just me?
Panic is my personality
The more I think, the more that I can't breathe
If I show you, I know you'll just leave

(If I show you, I know you'll just leave)
(If I show you, I know you'll just-)

No more golden weather
All war and no surrender
Now life goes on
But I'm stuck in December

No more golden weather
Slave to what I remember
Now I just pray
That nothing lasts forever

(Nothing lasts forever)