Bargaining

[Taylor Barber]

Get fucked

Aw please give me the run around

God don’t test me

Sever these poisoning ties

Bounding me to the lies

Searching through petrified remains of regret that pull me down

My mind is separating

Now I’m here negating

False interactions with happiness with my abrasive thoughts

What the fuck is the real world?

Is it your painted picture or the one you’ve painted for me?

Is thеre anyone out therе that’s willing to kill me then set me free

Animosity

Can I hear under unspoken breath

Or will regret haunt me until I find death

I control reactions

Silent and peaceful distractions

Can anyone help my mind release my toxic reaction

Is this the voice that’s been inside my head?

Can I please take back the words that I’ve always said

I won’t be a slave to you

I won’t be a slave to me

[Lochie Keogh]

Is this some kind of sick joke?

If you're up there I can't help but feel you're laughing at me

Negligent of every dejected benefaction

Suffering life in the stead of my dead friends

Sick to death but it's not sick of me yet

[Taylor Barber]

Sever these poisoning ties

Bounding me to the lies

Searching through petrified remains of regret that pull me down

My mind is separating

Now I’m here negating

False interactions with happiness with my abrasive thoughts

Please give back my sanity

I’m tired of thoughts harassing me

So sick of everyone asking me if I’m okay

I’ll make my own decisions if I die or wanna stay

Destroy my mind and walk away without the feeling of pain

Masking this wound from the heavy set perpetual rain

If I decide to stay alive or take my honorable death

Then heed my warning I’ll just swear off of my last dying breath

Never again

Make me feel alive again...