Wasted

You’re so toxic yet so full of life

But sadly it’s the pills that have fueled your heart beat

Washed down with the poisons that make you feel

It’s breaking my back the pain is so surreal

Watching someone you love start to wither away

Choking down your sorrows down only furthers the decay

But don’t fake some security

You Won’t change even when You know you’re hurting me

I’ve been trying for so long

Just to make a break through

Anyone can see what’s wrong

And I’m still dying to fix you

Is this what you wanted

This fucking sickness has taken the best of me

Every night I’m haunted

Knowing that I may have missed my chance to

Save you from this emptiness

Or what’s left of you

Take the blame for everything that’s in your head

But you’re fucking wasted

What makes a difference

Do you even care how I feel

I’ve been watching you suffer

You brush it off like it no big deal

Acting like you’re dealing with all this pain

As if I’m going to cut ties and walk away

But don’t count on my feelings

I’m just a fucking pawn inside your game

I’m trying to let go of your mistakes

But that’s so hard when you’re burning at the stake

I’m not sober for my own fucking benefit

I’m trying to show the other life you can live

You’ve began Painting pictures to keep us away

“I’m fine” another lie are you feeling afraid

Any day you will fade into your distain

Do you even listen to what I have to say

Why, do you turn away

Why, won’t you fucking change

I’ve been trying for so long

Just to make a break through

Anyone can see what’s wrong

And I’m still dying to fix you

Is this what you wanted

This fucking sickness has taken the best of me

Every night I’m haunted

Knowing that I may have missed my chance to

Save you from this emptiness

Or what’s left of you

Take the blame for everything that’s in your head

But you’re fucking wasted

Why, can’t I let you die

Instead I watch you burn

And piss away your fucking life

And I can’t save you from this emptiness

Or what’s left of you

And I won’t take the blame for everything that’s in your head

Cause you’re fucking wasted