Chemist

Breathe

Oxygen is all I need

Breathe

In the chemicals feels so enticing

Breathe

In the fumes that will alter my thoughts, but don't

Breathe

In the memory of love once lost

Every day I seem to wake up

A new face in the dark in the memory you took place of

Now every night I get wasted

Another fix, another hit, am I your patient?

You're like a chemist who doesn't care

When or where I livе or die

You give me all I need

And lеave me here for dead

I'm so far behind

Out of sight, I'm out of mind

To a chemist who doesn't care

When or where I live or die tonight

Grab the syringe and sedate me

I never knew, how could I know what it means?

You showed me how I could escape myself

But never told me there was no way out

Negate everything I say

And I know you know how bad that it tastes

The poison you said I should take

The dose that will take me away

And temporarily kill all the pain

Then we wake up and do it again

Woah

The price of living always felt so high

Woah

Until the day you left my fucking life

Woah

Woah

You're like a chemist who doesn't care

When or where I live or die

You give me all I need

And leave me here for dead

I'm so far behind

Out of sight, I'm out of mind

To a chemist who doesn't care

When or where I live or die tonight

At what cost?

Am I living in a nightmare?

Too fast, too slow, I don't know if I care

Every day is like a constant fight for life

Spinning and spinning, I'm so sick of killing myself

Chemicals put me through hell

How do you even fucking live with yourself?

How do you even live with yourself?

You're like a chemist who doesn't care

When or where I live or die

You're like a chemist who doesn't care

When or where I live or die

You give me all I need

And leave me here for dead

I'm so far behind

But I won't lay down and die

For a chemist who doesn't care

When or where I live or die tonight

You're just a chemist that doesn't care

Leave me for dead