Consistent Suffering

Put out the fire that burns its hole

Inside my soul and is swallowing me whole

I know the pain is insufferable

And off to hell I go

Tear out the stitch

Why is it coming to this?

Slowly writhing inside, I'm desperate now to feel alive

Oh, now I'm losing control

Left in the cold, I'm all alone

Doomed, as the cycle repeats itself

And there's no hope for anyone else

I'm starting to look at myself

As the problem 'cause I know how it felt

I'm starting to suffocate

And it leads to being irate

Spit it out, words from your dirty mouth

As if you know the people you all seem to talk about

This seems so trivial yet effortless

Free formed words for another ass to kiss

This feeling isn't going away

My life now is broken

I wish I left it unspoken

You left me to die here

And now it's a constant reminder

I know you feel me now (I know you feel me)

Locked in the mess I made (Locked in this, locked in this)

Too busy searching for answers (Too busy searching)

To fix the damage you've caused (To fix this, to fix this)

You can't fix my fucked up mind

That burns its hole

Inside my soul and is swallowing me whole

I know the pain is insufferable

And off to hell I go

Consistent suffering

Consistent suffering

Built only from pain

As I'm counting down the days

And nothing feels the same

A never ending fucking elegy

A full syringe into the heart of animosity

And just to make the matters worse

I always look to you for validation first

Leaving me feeling insecure

'Cause you know how to hurt me

I know you feel me now (I know you feel me)

Locked in the mess I made (Locked in this, locked in this)

Too busy searching for answers (Too busy searching)

To fix the damage you've caused (To fix this, to fix this)

I know you feel me now

Locked in the mess I made

Too busy searching for answers

To fix the damage you've caused

(Too busy searching for answers)

(To fix the damage you've caused)

Consistent suffering

Consistent suffering