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[Chorus: Drowsy]

I said I'm happy for you

But I know that I lied

When I said I could prove

That I need you by my side

And I'm just so tired of lying awake

So tell me a story to put me to sleep

Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine

[Verse 1: Ekoh]

Yeah, late night, staring at the ceiling

Scrolling through my phone like that's the way that I’ve been dealin'

I was made this way, can’t escape thoughts of how I made mistakes

That’s probably why I'm calling you again, oh

Just sayin', yeah, I've got a feelin' the feelin' I've been erased with

Another heart that took the story, we wrote and replaced it

But know you were right

You could find someone who was better

I know I never treated you like you were mine

I, I, I keep lying like

Life’s not difficult

If I'm so over this

Then why am I missing you?

Said you couldn't live your life without me

Look at you, doin' just fine there without me

I see you're doin' okay

And I'mma lie like I'm doing the same

[Chorus: Drowsy]

I said I'm happy for you

But I know that I lied

When I said I could prove

That I need you by my side

And I'm just so tired of lying awake

So tell me a story to put me to sleep

Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine

[Verse 2: Ekoh]

I know you’re turning a page

Movin' and getting engaged

Finally see you’re right a couple years too late

But if I could go back

I would be that whole half

I would try to save us

Hold you close and slow dance

And now I live just numbing the pain

And lately it's been hard to look at this cuz baby I ain't really changed much

Stay up workin' on this fake love from the people who don't give a fuck just tryin' to replicate us

And I look at you

You’ve got a stranger in your photo

And forgot me, but know it's probably better for you

And I pushed you away

And got the things I thought I wanted

But I still just feel the same, yeah

Said that I could live my life without you

Look at me, fallin' apart here without you

You say you’re doin' great

And I lie right through my teeth when I say—

[Chorus: Drowsy]

I said I'm happy for you

But I know that I lied

When I said I could prove

That I need you by my side

And I'm just so tired of lying awake

So tell me a story to put me to sleep

Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine

[Bridge: Ekoh]

And I keep on callin'

Hopin' that you need me too, but you keep on movin' on

Sayin' that it's best for you

You can live a fairy tale but I know you remember sayin' it was me and you forever so

I will keep movin' on

And pretend that I’m happy for you

[Chorus: Drowsy]

I said I'm happy for you

But I know that I lied

When I said I could prove

That I need you by my side

And I'm just so tired of lying awake

So tell me a story to put me to sleep

Cuz I'm happy for you even though you're not mine