numb

[Chorus]

Maybe I just wanna be numb

Wanna be numb, wanna be numb

And maybe I just wanna be numb

Wanna be numb, wanna be numb

And maybe I don't wanna be loved

Wanna be loved, wanna be loved

And maybe I just wanna be numb

Wanna be numb, wanna be numb

And maybe I just wanna be-

[Verse 1]

In a different life, a different world, a different page

With a different mind, a different name

'Cause all these bad days turn to bad weeks

And the bad weeks turn to bad months

And the bad thoughts got you on edge of the rooftop

But you can't jump, just stuck, yeah

None of my friends are feelin' the same, they're so blessed

And happy in their skin, but I'm just so uncomfortable in mine

I'm probably just wound too tight, but look

Take your pick, what you prefer?

Broken bones, or broken hearts, or broken homes

Don't know what's worse

So let me sink

Or put me on too many pills to let me think

I'm fallin' in, another night alone with all these songs again

Just waiting for the storm to pass

Wait until the seasons change 'cause life is what you make it

But I think that's just things they say

And I don't have a chance, so what's the point to run?

I used to think I wanted out, but

[Chorus]

Maybe I just wanna be numb

Wanna be numb, wanna be numb

And maybe I just wanna be numb

Wanna be numb, wanna be numb

And maybe I don't wanna be loved

Wanna be loved, wanna be loved

And maybe I just wanna be numb

Wanna be numb, wanna be numb

And maybe I just wanna be-

[Verse 2]

Locked in my room

Anything take me away from reality

They said you gotta take bad with the good

But I guess that I'm not very good at the balancing

Lookin' around at these people, so easily

Dealing with life on a practical level like

Why the fuck can't I just learn to be normal?

And really what's normal, like what's it resemble?

A waste of potential, they think that I'm hopeless

And I'm just surprised there's someone that noticed me

Out of the fire the heart is still broken

I'm so fuckin' tired of everyone knowing it

Holdin' in all of these feelings until I'm about to explode and spend

Every moment just counting the seconds until I'm back alone

I just keep waiting for the storm to pass

Wait until the seasons change 'cause life is what you make it

But I think that's just things they say

And I don't have a chance, so what's the point to run?

I used to think I wanted out, but

[Chorus]

Maybe I just wanna be numb

Wanna be numb, wanna be numb

And maybe I just wanna be numb

Wanna be numb, wanna be numb

And maybe I don't wanna be loved

Wanna be loved, wanna be loved

And maybe I just wanna be numb

Wanna be numb, wanna be numb

And maybe I just wanna be-

[Bridge]

(Maybe I just wanna be-)

(Maybe I just wanna be numb)

(Wanna be numb, wanna be numb)

(Maybe I just wanna be numb)

(Wanna be numb, wanna be numb)

[Chorus]

And maybe I just wanna be numb

Wanna be numb, wanna be numb

And maybe I just wanna be numb

Wanna be numb, wanna be numb

And maybe I don't wanna be loved

Wanna be loved, wanna be loved

Maybe I just wanna be numb

Wanna be numb, wanna be numb

And maybe I just wanna be-