Barcelona

Do you know the day when you decided to stop being loved?
Or have you always been a low high functioning sociopath?
It's hard to know exactly when a pimp is turned into a whore
Is that when you decided no one matters to you anymore?
Was it in Barcelona?
Was it Montreal?
When did you start to think your brothers were all against you?
Was it in Seattle?
Or in the Philippines?
When did you start to think that we're all just an end to your means?
Is that all this really means to you?
You're not the man I thought I knew
Not even worthy of a D side song
What a shame, what a loss, was it really worth the cost
Of losing everything and everyone who ever loved you?
I know a feckless NOFX less, neckless shell of a man with
An endless war he waged upon himself
Was it in Barcelona?
Was it in Berlin?
When did your paranoia really start to kick in?
Was it in San Francisco?
Was it Echo Park?
When did all the light in your life turn completely dark?
If you know a feckless NOFX less, no good dilettante with a denseness
That thinks checkers is a just chess-less Tic Tac Toe
The man I thought I'd always know
The man who was convinced to tear it all apart
He was the last man I ever thought would break my heart