brutal (Live From Glastonbury (A BBC Recording))

[Instrumental Intro]

[Verse 1: Olivia Rodrigo]

I'm so insecure, I think

That I'll die before I drink

And I'm so caught up in the news

Of who likes me and who hates you

And I'm so tired that I might

Quit my job, start a new life

And they'd all be so disappointed

'Cause who am I if not exploited?

I'm so sick of seventeen

Where's my fuckin' teenage dream?

If someone tells me one more time

"Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry

And I don't stick up for myself

Anxious, and nothing can help

I wish I'd done this before

I wish— jump

[Chorus: Olivia Rodrigo]

All I did was try my best

This the kinda thanks I get?

Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)

Say these are the golden years

I wish I could disappear

Ego crush is so severe

God, it's brutal out here

[Verse 2: Olivia Rodrigo]

I feel like no one wants me

And I hate the way I'm perceived

I only have two real friends

Lately, I'm a nervous wreck

'Cause I love people I don't like

I hate every song I write

I'm not cool, I'm not smart

I can't even parallel— come on

[Chorus: Olivia Rodrigo & Crowd]

All I did was try my best

This the kinda thanks I get?

Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)

Say these are the golden years

I wish I could disappear

Ego crush is— sing it

God, it's brutal out here

[Instrumental Break]

[Outro: Olivia Rodrigo]

Got a broken ego, broken heart

God, I don't even know where to start