Stasis

Clocks ticking & I’m losing myself to my mind

Bed of nails scraping by on borrowed time

I guess every rose has it’s thorn right?

I guess everyone’s gotta die sometime

The people closest to you, hurt you

In ways you never thought they would do

Just a stranger that you once knew

We’re all toxic people that fill up the room

I’ve lost most faith in myself and even more in everyone else

Let’s just be honest and admit we don’t deserve to live

Haze drifted over and replaced the sun

Self esteem dissolved I lame legged and hung

Swallowed my guilt and accepted defeat

Here I lay hollow still face down on the concrete

I’m broken beneath the sting of heartbreak

Morphine to help with the pain

Intoxicate me so I can waste away

Clocks ticking & I’m losing myself to my mind

Bed of nails scraping by on borrowed time

I guess every rose has it’s thorn right?

I guess everyone’s gotta die sometime

Here’s to feeling sorry for yourself

Still the one you know and loathe

Still the one you loathe

Life’s fucked and that’s just how the story goes

Three cheers to giving in, yeah I gave up

I’ve always hated the person I’ve become

Three cheers to giving in, yeah I gave up

I was never good enough to anyone